been a while…
Its funny how things change and how people you once knew become people you dont. You have no idea whats going on in their lives, they dont know whats going on in yours. I just find it very strange. But it doesn’t bother me, although I sometimes think what are they doing and where are they going to end up?!.
Last week was a very emotional week, buried my best friends dad, who has pretty much been a dad to me and my sister over the years aswell. He battled cancer for 15months and eventually gave up the fight and the cancer beat him. But not once did he complain, he took it in his stride and fought to the very end. He was an incredible man and a inspiration to us all. He is dearly loved and sorely lived. We haven’t lost a person we have gained an angel. John was only 52 years old, far to young to die, one thing john tought me was life is to short so take chances. So that is what I am going to do, forget about people in my past there is a reason they didn’t make it to my future, don’t be a pushover as thats all i am to alot of people. I dont need them people in my life. I have everyone i need.
Start placement next week and my life will be over, placement, library,gym work. I start working shortly after I will be then doing 2 jobs juggling my essays seeing my boyfriend but it will all be worth it. As i go to Finland in 3 months and I can’t wait!. I will be spending most of christmas up here as I need as much work as possible but to be honest I am not to bothered, although I am looking forward to giving my boyfriend his christmas present. I also can’t believe its my sisters 18th soon! What to buy her I have no idea!
I went to see one of my best friends in York this weekend and we had a lovely time :). Didnt realise how pretty York was! Would like to go for the weekend with my lad near christmas maybe. Two old friends are coming up this weekend which i am looking forward to, not seen them in over a year and I imagine we will be getting very very very drunk and that will be last night out for a while!.
Tonight we have been invited to a house party however I am being good staying in ordering books, attempting seminar work, printing off work and ordering books for my essays!
Hope everyone is well:)
