So..2011
has been overall a mint year, it has had many ups and downs, some that have affected me directly and others not quite so directly but have still had an impact on how I see life. I have lost loved ones yet gained and met some incredible people.
I have learnt that life is what you make it, this year I started to follow the moto, ‘Live. Love. Laugh’ and this is very true and important to me. You cant go through a day without laughing its simply impossible, maybe not hysterical laughter even just a small smile. I take life as it comes, if i am faced with a problem i deal with it. I dont get stressed about things, i am very chilled. Life on the whole has been pretty top notch..except money issues..but that is another issuse entirely.
I met the love of my life this year, and if he ever reads this he will probably cringe. But he knows who he is. But I have never met one person, who can can make me feel so amazing. He tells me i am beautiful when I look my shittest, he kisses my head because he knows i love it. He cuddles me everynight when we go to sleep. He takes me to the beach because its my most favourite place in the world. He puts up with me when i get upset and cry for no reason, he winds me up and then we play fight and end up cuddling at the end. He has the most incredible family who I love to pieces. He supports the decisions I make even though he might not agree. He is everything I want and more, and he is a keeper. I have never thought about the future before but i have with him and he is just as excited as I am. Year and half we will have our own place hopefully. In January we are going to Finland together (along with someone else) to do our nurse training, and while we are out there it is our year anniversary and he has promised me we can go see the northern lights. It will be incredible and I wouldn’t want to be exploring the world with anybody else. He knows how much i love him and i always will.
Febuary - June passed as bit of a blur to be honest.
I had the most amazing summer, a week in kavos with the girls pissed off our heads. Never had a week like it! Met a couple of irish lasses out there that were good crack. Only problem was some girls were restricted by money, however I was kindly lent some so it stopped me doing nothing. Water sports, bar crawls, ridicilous nights out drinking out of carved melons for christ sake! I love it. Massive crash back to reality when i was back in england though. Managed to lose 3 cameras, a pair of shoes and vairous other items but was one of the best weeks ever.I also spent 10 days in spain with my family which was lovely and it will probs be our last however it was perfect and again spent most of the time pissed.
Words can’t describe how much the girls mean to me and how supportive they have been over the past few years, as a group we have all been through alot yet we have all come thorugh the otherside. We all have our own lives and other friends, jobs, relationships. Yet we always make time for each other. We will be friends forever.
Going back to university was a shock after so much time off, but i was glad to be back, we moved into a house which is gorgeous and I love living with the girls, even though sometimes they get on my wick. I spent alot of the weekends coming home as sadly a close friend who I saw very much as a father figure was losing his 18month battle with cancer. He was an inspiration, somebody I will never ever forget, he is loved by so many people, Sadly on the 30th Sept he died, and my mum was with him, which for her was something she will never forget. I tell his daughter everyday she hasn’t lost a person she has gained an Angel.
Between October till now has flown, /i have got a job working with people with learning disablities, and although i work ridiculously long shifts (27 hours at times, Start at 8 one morning finish at 1:30 following afternoon, meant to be able to sleep yet does not happen) I love my job and the majority of people /i work with. I also work on the nurse bank and have my training in the New Year which will be usefull when i come back from Finland. Christmas has passed much of a blur, I have been working, seeing my boyfriend then driving home to see my girls and Family. Been the best christmas yet. i got some amazing presents and i am so so lucky. I am now exhausted and glad to have a week off work, time to chill with my family friends sleep and eat. Most people i know have had 3 weeks off at christmas or longer yet my christmas starts today!
I can’t wait for 2012…I am 21 in 2 weeks, I go to Finland in 4 weeks, Mine and Neils annivsary in 6 weeks and the rest of the year i can do what the hell i want!
I am happy very happy :) I am doing well at uni, My essay is done, i have the BEST friends family and lad. and I LOVE my life :)
Posted December 27, 2011 at 7:34pm
